Vietnam dream

September 4, 2014

Somehow, I got stranded in Vietnam. There was this kid who was flying a kite. I asked her to help me go home. She led me to the market place and there, I met some tricycle drivers who were telling me directions on how to get home. One of them led me to a port, and there I saw that I had to dragonboat. I was so excited to dragonboat again coz I wanted to go back to the stroke side. I got in the changing room, and I stayed inside one of the closets. I saw that there was a sutana. I got dressed up, and then I realized that we were going to serve.

Brother killed himself

September 3, 2014

I recall that my brother died. He committed suicide by jumping off from the balcony of an apartment. Prior to the suicide, he was having a session with Ms.Tan for something. I was there for a while, and then I left Mommy was also in that room. Danielle and I left for the same reason. And it had something to do with mommy that pissed us off. We already got mommy's check book and we were ready to leave. Danielle and I got on an elevator that had mirrors.

When we got out,, I recall passing by a mall. It was night time and we were on our way back to the apartment. I think someone told us that my brother committed suicide because when I saw the candles, I already knew it was him. I go in, and I see my family crying in front of the altar. I could see my brother by the altar and I told them that he was there, but they wouldn't believe me. We walked for awhile, and then I asked him why he did it. He said that when you jump, you feel this sensation. He didn't answer my question. I asked him what made him decide that suicide was the answer. He didn't answer me.

I couldn't taste the food

Aug 13, 2014

I had a dream that there were a lot of pools (like, swimming pools). They came in different sizes. We had food with us (from BK) and we were eating them in the pool. I was waiting for the rest to finish their food. While waiting, I decided to practice my football freestyle at this indoor turf. While practicing, I thought to myself, "What would philip think of me now?"