Thursday, September 4, 2014

Brother killed himself

September 3, 2014

I recall that my brother died. He committed suicide by jumping off from the balcony of an apartment. Prior to the suicide, he was having a session with Ms.Tan for something. I was there for a while, and then I left Mommy was also in that room. Danielle and I left for the same reason. And it had something to do with mommy that pissed us off. We already got mommy's check book and we were ready to leave. Danielle and I got on an elevator that had mirrors.

When we got out,, I recall passing by a mall. It was night time and we were on our way back to the apartment. I think someone told us that my brother committed suicide because when I saw the candles, I already knew it was him. I go in, and I see my family crying in front of the altar. I could see my brother by the altar and I told them that he was there, but they wouldn't believe me. We walked for awhile, and then I asked him why he did it. He said that when you jump, you feel this sensation. He didn't answer my question. I asked him what made him decide that suicide was the answer. He didn't answer me.

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